Have you forgotten the encouraging words which God speaks to you as his sons?
"My son, pay attention when the Lord corrects you, and do not discouraged when he rebukes you. Because the Lord corrects everyone he loves, and punishes everyone he accepts as a son." Hebrew 12:5-6
Nothing goes smoothly for this week...I truely thought that last weekend enable me to recharge my battery in order to strive for my coming challenges...However, the first day's challenges have already break me down into pieces...How i wish i could go back to the originate point and pick my future all over again...but i know i can't...
And i always ask myself why? why? why? why i need to undergo those stress? I only wish i could be a simple girl and be a simple nurse as Mother Theresa did...We may not do great thing in this world but we shall do small thing with great love. It is still my very first reason why i join nursing. I have done enough with frustration. I'm tired. I don't know what and who can i still believe to!!
As i pray to God, i realize...My suffering shows that God's treating me as his son! May be this is what he has planned to me. Thus, i feel blessed. I know i'll be emotional and think it again and again. Yet, what to do? Haiz, lift it up to Lord. Wherever You lead me, i'll follow!^^
And, for sure, thank you to my dear friends who never give up on me and always be there to support! I got you, hehe!^^ Together we add oil!!! XD
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