Thank you

Today got STO, i was thinking....Oh no, i'm very malas lah to do procedure....
And i did actually phobia to all this....
A 101 reasons i avoid myself in doing these thing...
But from morning, CN asked me to do....
I believe that's what God wants me to do....
then i do lah....
But then who knows actually is absorbable suture....swt!!!T.T
Nevermind lo, it is not meant to do by me....Is ok lo!!
Yet, i did a off drain today....
I have never expected i will ever have a chance to do it...
And i did....i know myself not doing very well
but at least i tried it hard....
And it paid off
I truely believe that's what God has planned on me....
though i have depressed and very disgrace at here...
but He comforts me....
He knows i'm hurt....
He touchs my heart, asks me not to give up....
He turns me into a better person....And i can never imagine that i will become such a good senior ever....
And now, what have i become??
Thank you so much for never give up on me...
Thank you so much for giving me a chance....
Thank you God still be with me, holds my hand and leads me....
No matter what is Your plan, i'll follow!!!!
And i find my peace within you....Thank you Lord!!!
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I know you're not in purpose to forget regarding to ur handphone number...
And i confess that i needed u so much that time,
but i couldn't find u....quite dissapointing....
Nevermind, now everything has going smoothly, i hope....
Anyway, thank you for still comforting me even it has over....
And ya, u're correct....We need Him....
read bible is good....God is good!!!
And we believe we will be secure in His arms....
Thank you for all the encouragement....
Do take care when u have been to UK....
for sure is a very good experience there.....
All the best for u as well....^^
I don't think we will have chance to meet each other before u go UK...
So, see u next year....>.<
My dearest brother, Ern yik!!